The university and I

Well check out the calendar... Now is already 16th November. The time really passby me with a full speed. I really needto appreciate the time back.... I want to download more movie for the entertaining purpose when i go back to kl again. To be honest i am having a pressure life when i was at KL.. I just simply dont know how to entertain myself even though KLCC just a miles away from my hostel. And what's more, i havent put my butt on the chair quietly that time....

To be honest at first i was going to Singapore's university because that was my dream since f6 and during that time i willing to sacrifice my love matter for that, but It seens like i failed to get into the name list..... Then i though that i want to enter IMU where is located at the Bukit Jalil to fulfil my mother's dream as a pharmacist. But then the college there requires me to takes TOEFL english test and when i know that minimum requirement, it is too late for me to register that already. And then i decided to register USM pharmacist to take a bet, since that university allows physics stream student to go into that course...( Later i realise i will transfer to kelantan if i get selected, but who cares?)

Later a friend's of mine suggest me to join into Utar university. Since he know my dream to pursue my master degree. He suggest that utar is a great choice to laid my foundation there. And that university also well known in most of the Singapore company. (And yes, i have heard lot's of people said later... even my dad's also agree that later) That university is going its schedule according to the European's leading syllabus and what's more.... No malays there^^. And that's make the environment more conpetitive.....

Later my mother also help me to register MMU university Mechanical Engineering which is located at Malacca. I didn't know much about that university, so i really did not consider much. And later, my dad's suggest me to go to the Monash University, one of the Australia 5 star university. But looking at the bill, It just freak me out. My master degree plan will be ruined due to the limited budget. So it later also cross over my mind.

Now why i can't make my butt sit quiet? Well there is reasons. When i was at utar back then i also waiting for singapore university and local university reply. The first news of the day is that i was totally rejected by usm. (Pharmacist for me? In my dream!) But i didn't care much. A week later i recieve the offer letter from UTM. And it is my first choice indeed. And during the same time, i get the offer letter form MMU said that i was enlisted. Well here's come the headache part. I only given a week to decide whether i should take the offer letter or reject them sama sekali. So at June it was the most critical moment in my life. I was given the choices and decide where should i be.

Since i didn't know MMU much, and heard that some lectures have been transfered to utar along with the dean of the Engineering there, I feel that staying at utar might be a better choice. like my friend suggest. But what about UTM mechatronic subject? Well i cant tell how good it is, but according to the general fact that local univercities lecturers are seldom teaching much during lecture hours, i feel that this must also put into my concern. And what's more, i also learnt that some of my friends at utar there also reject the utm offer.... the offer they recieve got one is mechatronic, one mechanical, one civil and one electrical.......

Ok why not utm mechatronics again? Well hell yeah i loves robotic, but think deeply, if i want to pursue my master at singapore they wont offer a mechatronic course for me! And like my friend say oso, sometimes hobby can't be taken as a career. And if i like robot that much, go join to the robotic club! ( Well later i only know utm is one of the powerhouse in the annually robotic competition while utar just successfully make their 1st robot to the competition last year..... But who cares, I just want to join and learn, not join and win!) What's important is i want to learn in the environment where getting good result is as hard as impossible. And yes, i love difficulties. (That's why i join f6 in the first place, and call me wierdo if you like!)

And lastly mechanical and mechatronics, my dad want me to study mechanical as there is wider career prospects than mechatronics. And i already accept my fate as a mechanical student, without giving up the electronics knowledge. And whats more, mechanical student will cover the subjects like solid mechanics, fluid mechanics, material sciences and bla bla........ So forget about it. I loves mechanical now and that's that. With so much concern get into my mind, and dont know how to entertain myself, don't expect i have any confortable life yet at the 1st semester. But i will promise myself, i will get a better life next semester. And what next...? I will try my way to find my campus life out there. And having more entertainment and more freedom to move outside. No more cages life for me again!