Normal routine as always

I just came back from church small group meeting at 10pm like that, and yes the sisters are trying to tell me to go back to normal church life again. Well it is not that i dont want to listen. I am listening, but i oso need some rest. Hey gimme a break~! I already feel tired di. I just wanna have some rest~~!

I now quite tension. I still got dynamics report yet to do . and need to revise for those things i have learned. I need some time to do some practise.. I am lack of it. that's why i didnt do well in exam. It is just a month away from the final, I need to start to work out already.

Talk about work out, i always forget about the application of tat ptptn stuff. Next monday if i not wrong is the summation day. I think i need to do something about it....

Good Morning

Notting Gonna Change My Love For You by 方大同
Hey good morning~~!! Today I really feel good. I have sleep for 9 hours today, when wake up straight open facebook and online, and only later have school at 12pm. It is indeed a relaxing morning. But later i need to go to take the book i ordered to photostat outside. Taking a warm breeze of air make me feel that i am back again~!

Oh My Goodness~~~!!!!

I was total surprise, a friend of mine who are same age with me are already reaching year 3! I feel that he is a good leader and example for me~~ And my dear kj lh tom too. They have learn much more than me. I feel that I have been left out a lot in everything. During that time I really got blame myself why I was wasting so much time at f6..

But think back again even I study foundation of matriculation or whatever, I feel that I am still not ready that time since that I was pampered quite a lot at home. Therefore I am really fighting hard to chase their ability now. I should not feel that I have learn a lot or something, because I still being dumped quite hard at the back. However even though I go to learn the external knowledge I must not forget to keep chasing my current sem syllabus, I don't want to repeat the nightmare which happen at Solid and Maths test... Gambatte to me~~!!!

During the robotic activity I was having allergic again.... Skin allergic. Even that i can choose to go home, but I still want to stay at the workshop, because I damn love robotic~~!!! But I didn't do much because I cant concentrate.... But I still want to learn more... I don't want be so blur again at there next time~~!!! Now i am doing my report of the G clamp. Tomorrow I will having experiment again....

说谎，林宥嘉
Today I dun want to go out anywhere, I am alone at home again, purposely. I lazy to play badminton with friends or go to the church with brothers today.........Today i finally give a great time to interact with myself, no any other people at home, but me =). There is going to be a rain outside later, but i dont care, I just listening song everyday, download my ebooks, and watch movies. A great day without going anywhere. =) I feel relax, totally, today i will start to regenerate myself again for another big day..

Sometimes it is very important to give trust to people, especially people who are around you. They like a mirror, reflects what you are giving to them. Therefore if trust them enought, share with them what you have....( Hey why I suddenly crap this stuff =.=)

Terrible!

Terrible terrible terrible! Today i did a terrible test! Even though i did got prepare, I feel that i am not good! But that's a good sign, I wont feel that i am so capable after all. I will start focus in study after a long time busy around with the assignment. I will going to retune my study time. And keep distraction as much as possible. Now is to keep up confidence to keep moving! ( But no matter how busy, I wont give up my robotic activity, i damn love it =)...... )

我愿意by王菲
The test is just tomorrow, and i still dont like study, I just try some questions and testing that i am really okay or not. I dont even know where is the venue and time for the test! It is already 1am and i am still online here. I think i have to a certain extend addicted to internet..

I simply love tis song, a simple lyric, a simple rhythm, but a romantic and a heart melting melody. It make my mood feel relax and no more pressure. Tomorrow I will have Japanese class and a Solid Test, add oil for me again~~~

Stary Stary night

Finally today i finish 2 Engineer in Society assignment, just now went back at 11pm again =.=, after having a brief reading of Solid Mechanics, I have rush to do assignment again. And Hell yeah now is 2.35am of Friday, I am so gonna kill myself anyway, now let's refresh, I am learning the Shear Force and Bending Moment diagram, and lazy to type laa, I will have test at saturday. 2molo i need to wake up at 8am and busy robotic at 9am again. I need a time to have a deep revision!!

1st Post of the year

These fews days is a very very busy moment for me, but still i want to find a place to shout out ba.
Ohya this is the 1st post of the year. haha.. ( Clap hand, clap clap...) Well I not really feel happy, but think back, is happy the thing i want, If i am keep chasing happiness, i will only bring more unhappiness to me. So I just be myself with a normal mood. With a bunch of Freaking and Fucking assignments and test on my table. Even so I still like my busy life. I feel like I am learning, i like busy, maybe because I am not like lonely. Anyway, I am just speaking nonesnse. If feel want to sleep di just close this post, beacuse this conversation is only talk to myself after all.

Lately I am busy with the Robotic society and the Church activities, And yes, these 2 gang are really smart to make me busy like shit, and i luck for me, I only need a small entertainment to relax myself. So just take a sip of the water and watching anime and laugh for next half hour, and go back to do 2 EIS assignments. Later will deal with the Japanese, Dynamics assignment, with a package of Dynamics and Manifacture reports, not to forget the cumming Solid Mechanics test and oh if i ever forget, Maths test. Yes i am fucking freaking out because These particular event will only happen in 2 weeks time. So I have to busy like shit. But never will i let go any kind of robotic event. Because I damn love it.

So now, I feel myself complicated, just because I am sensitive, and I always afraid this ppl feeling and that ppl feeling, yes yes I am afraid everythingzzzz.....But after all, maybe this is just another way of me to handle stuff. or i should say systematic in complexity. But I just want a simple life. With someone who can care about me and assist me. And I just need to concentrate to make things done. I never afraid homework pressure. Because I like it. But i afraid to handle troubles. When feel notting I can call, I call upon Lord's name and calling a call back home. But anyway I feel i want to settle these things myself, and so I lazy to call again. And craping at here.

So am I finding trouble to myself? Yes it is. So what should I do? Notting. So what now? Just shut up and get back to work, because at the time you finish your things it is time for a simple good night sleep. The end.

Ps: I am so happy my sis get 8A's in her SPM, her effort has been paid. And the end of secondary school life for me and my sis. So i will never drive back to Jit sin again. I wont smell back those f6 life so hard again. Love you sis